Whenever other people mention you I can't help but feel jealous. Like I'm so afraid you'll be closer to them than you are to me. I really really am very afraid of losing you to others. I don't even know if that person she's talking about is you & I'm being so fucking paranoid but I can't help it. I need you every single day. Sometimes, everything feels so great. Everything just feels right when we're together. But whenever we're apart the feeling of being alone just gets too much to bear & I miss you.

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